JaaaaaaaaaaaaNuuuuuuuuu

Too skeptical thoughts too warned ideas to much real and too much to say no words just raw thghts just a way to say that I love You ........................


Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell?
Why can't I write when I have so much in mind?
Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart?
Why can't I dance when there's rhythm in the air?

I just want you near me, to be within my touch
I just need your magic, I need you oh so much.

Rejected by my so-called friends
pushed aside for now
yes those words do hurt me
how dare you know not how.

Looking for the neutral friend
the one that keeps on giving
never ever turns you down
makes you go on living.

I spiraled down to depths so low
despair my only friend
darkness clouds my every thought
I searched for the wrong end.

When all sides fail, and both side scream
there’s nothing left to do
except reach out for someone else
to bring my life anew.

I just want you near me, to be within my touch
I just need your magic, I need you oh so much.

I need this, and I need that
your words just drain my strength
I give you all I have to give
for pleasing you no length.

Sometimes want to be alone
and know that help is near
sometimes want things turned around
reverse what now is clear.

I just want you near me, to be within my touch
I just need your magic, I need you oh so much.

If I cheated on you with your best friends

Got you crying day and night,

Made you trusting me less

If I made love to you under the bright moon

Held you, licked you and touched you right

Made you feel sexy

If I beat you up with a bat or my fist

Got you bruised and bandaged,

Made you afraid of me

If I run you a hot fragranced bubble bath,

Kissed your black and blue bruises

Made you feel beautiful


If I called you ugly humiliating names

Got your self-worth broken and demeaned

Made you feel unworthy

If I put notes in your lunch box

Loving romantic notes on scented paper

Made you feel appreciated



If I didn’t want you as much and pushed you away

Got you feeling desperate and hopeless

Made you feel unloved

If I bought you red and white roses

Kneeled down on my knee and apologized

Made you feel special



If I lied to you about my whereabouts and the calls

Got you self-esteem lowered

Made you feel disrespected

If I took you to a trip to exotic Zanzibar

Hand-in-hand walking on the warm African sand

Made you feel romanced

Would you take me back?